Brothers
You had been my friend for the past 9 years. The instant I meant you I should have picked up on bullshit lies and the fake person you portrayed yourself to be. Throughout all these years I watched you crumble more than once. I ignored all the negative opinions people had of you and stuck up for you every time it was said even by the ones I trusted and loved most. Even if it was ruining my life. I taught you everything you needed to know about music and took you with me wherever I was going. I practically paved the road for you to walk on and to share the same dream with me. The question is why? Why the hell did I let you walk all over me? I took your side every time. I stood by you and tried my best to convince every one, including your own friends, that you’re a good person deep down.
You took advantage of everyone around you including your family. You can’t deny that, it’s right there in front of you. You leech on to people to fill that gap of insecurities and when that overflows you get rid of them and turn to someone else. You did this to all your friends.
If you wanted this dream so badly, why didn’t you put any effort towards it? Maybe get a job and pay for some things instead of borrowing off your friends and never paying them back. If you were my friend why did you have to put me in this situation in the first place?
What REALLY fucking pisses me off is the fact I have to hear from other people you go about saying you write everything in the band and all your leads. Which is complete bullshit and that fucking pisses me off. Oh and how it was holding you back. But how is that possible when you weren’t doing shit in the first place?
Have fun with whatever you decide to do in life. Because this was never supposed to be like this. I never wanted to end any friendship. I just needed a break from all of this. But the fact you were too stubborn and selfish to realize it wasn’t just my decision and had to be immature about it really upset me. You can hate me all you want, but it’s the facts, and they’re all there.
Farewell
